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| Back to kennethique | 24/11/05 I haven't written for some time huh. Wasn't intending to until a few moments ago when I just read a friend's blog. You can say I am pissed. Really. So agitated and angered I am actually writing now, even though I swore I would sleep by 11pm today. I cannot stand it anymore. I really dislike people who don't even make an attempt to talk to you on msn. People who think it's the duty of the world to make first contact. I mean sometimes when I glance through my msn list. How many people actually are those who talk only when I start saying hi to them. Some people just wait! What? Ice queen era ah? Pompous Kings ah? I am sick of being "over zealous' in this aspect. Sick and tired of always having the intiative. Sometimes I just stop talking or rather initiating the conversation and see HOW LONG it takes for them to actually start talking to me. Some still haven't fyi in this experiment I am doing. Ok forget about the people who probably are on my msn cos of formality sake of exchanging msn. Ie. people not very close and not exactly the kind you converse with all the time. I probably feel the same about them and so there's no issue. I am talking about people who are closer. Well.. at least I thought they were.. Anyway, that's like kind of a sidetrack. However on a very similar note, friends who are just so passive and expect people to keep in touch WITH THEM. Right. I admit there are people who naturally take up the role in organising class outings and reunions and get-together and what-nots. Others just participate. But come on, remember the 2 hands clapping thingie? No? Takes 2 hands to clap, takes 2 chopsticks to grab, takes 2 hours to nap! (er..!!!) Nvm. My point being how can people actually expect people to meet up with them? WTF? And it's not like I didn't try. Whole world is moving yo?! People are also having exams so how to gather people and suit you? And to think you didn't even get back to me when nothing seems to be arranged but you know something was trying to be arranged. What kinda air is it to put out a notice calling all friends to grab you before you disappear? For jest for fun for blog humour ok. Fine. But you really mean to just sit back and wait for people to grab you and clamour to meet up with you? And it sooo doesn't help you actually belong to the group of pple who do not speak unless spoken to (as mentioned earlier). "I am just passive" is no f$%^k%^& excuse. Not even asking you to arrange or send out invites. Just drop a line on msn maybe saying " Shall we meet up?" or "Say, when will you be free dude?" Hmm jog your memory, past few meetups was arranged by me? Or someone else? Oui ou Non? Think man think... The nerve she has to say such things on blog like " Tell me when we stop being friends " I know may not be directed to me but hello, who was the one who got back in touch after so many years? People who actually know me know better than to say such things... I can be very nice but don't take me for granted. Sometimes very discouraged by such things.. the things you used to do don't even matter.. I don't even think she would actually be reading my blog so nothing doing.. But I still read hers (duh! that's y got so angered) Ah forget it... I should not expect anything from people too... Bah! Why don't you tell me when we stop being friends.... 16/11/05 Albuminurophobia & Ataxiophobia Korean Doctors button up their lab coats too Of toners and moisturisers Met Prof Kuldip and STEPHEN CHANG!!! in the same day. Do i really know so many docs now? Of love's lost and memories Hermit crab food and speedo kickboard Of pink zooanthids and acrylic tank covers Of spending too much.... 6/11/05 It's a wonder how quickly my mood can change.. I often think of myself as a calm and peaceful river, the clear and pristine water surface belies the strong undercurrent of rage and frustration. Rage? Maybe not.. just dissatisfaction. Once again learning more is knowing how little one is. How miserably tiny in the grand scheme of things.. Why am I even grappling with the issue of self-worth at age of 22? Life as I am leading now is unbelievably simple. Is there anything wrong with simplicity? I don't know.. but I know every now and then when I meet complex people, when the profundity of what I deem quite straightforward wraps around me through the perspective of another person, I find myself wishing I were a 24-bit sound card rather than a 16-bit one. Even something as simple as writing a blog, my simplicity is apparent. No complex sentences. Short. Telling. Forthcoming. No hidden agenda. No intended nuances. But this world is not meant for simple-minded people. Sadly. Well I suspect I could have been all wrong. I am not simple, I just find my life simple. Contradictory it may seem but it is possible. However it may not be appropriate. In fact it raises the alarm on whether one is happy with one's life. Maybe I should just concentrate on being good at being simple rather than try to complicate myself. Look at Jerry Fletcher. Nice simple guy who is so extraordinary. What about Jack Reacher? Look beyond his accolade of scars from action packed episodes in his life fighting baddies and saving damsels, he is just an ordinary guy contented with simple things. But on the other hand, I want to spice up my life! See the world! Have adventures! Save lives! Endanger my own life! Meet strange and interesting people! They say life is not so simple.. sadly.. mine is... 6/11/05 Am so terrible nowadays.. Lazy to write hah.Hols have been going great! Er... I mean family Medicine posting has been going great! Same thing haha. Finally did something more spectacular to my tank! Check out the pics under my fish section! 29/10/05 CAn't help but put up theses pics which never met the eyes of the people in the turmoil of the war.
Circle of prayer
Gimme a 5
Kitty
Letter from home
Lost child in soldier's arms Haha very amused that a certain friend thinks me n my bro are a gay couple. Because our taste is so different he says haha. Very interesting song.. Very niceand uplifting melody but the lyrics are soo unmatching. Morbid and depressing wordings. So odd! Reflections of my life The
changing 22/10/05 Ah, more has been happening than I can finish writing about them. That should be the way. It's hols! Ok let's start with Monday. CORAL FARM trip with Wenke n YX! Haha, such an eye-opener I tell ya. Rows and rows of corals. It was quite a long drive there... we ended up at LCK la! But it was a nice getaway from the bustling city. Bought 3 corals! Ok lemme see, they are called.... Sarcophyton Glaucum, Zooanthus species, Neomeris Annulata. And Good ole wenke passed me a frag of xenia too and one other one I havent found the name oops. So nice. You people should really see his tank, haha Wenke I put a pic of yr tank here k?
Interested
to find out more about this whacky reefer can go to his blog found on
my links page. Felt so bad YX was like waiting for us while we "shopped"
haha. And at LCK110, the ancient, cobwebbed, laughing buddha of a man
called me "UNCLE"!!!!! Argh!!! A 1000yr old sage calling a
young punk "Uncle"!!! What? Do i look 1001 years old to you? 16/10/05 Hi guys! I am back! After such a long hiatus! 8 weeks to learn abt the pregnant women and babies in singapore haha. Wow lots of things to update.. First up, Wenke!! Haha what's this i hear about you being a RHINO in bed!! Hiak. Let me quote- " you just charge in for the kill. Rough and ready, you like a bit of kinky sex. " Wah hahah. Ok we know the kinky part of ya, but charge in?! Ok ok i shall stop digging but just a thought, the term "horny" actually did originate from Rhinos, do you guys know that? Hah. No prizes for guessing what animal is Dopey haha. She always had that Owly look lol. I was on the bus going home this other day. When i saw that 147 coming to the bus stop, I sensed something was wrong. After I boarded, the bus went off slowly and unsteadily. The freaking bus driver was either too shag or drunk lah!! I knew that right from the start. Because from where i was standing I could see his face in full view in the rear mirror. He had half closed eyes! And he kept going out of his lane. Man, what's up with these bus drivers?! Either you take leave, gulp caffeine or freaking put 2 toothpicks to keep your eyes open lah!! How can you jeopardise the safety of 30 plus passengers and not to mention all road users!! How irresponsible and unconscientious of him?!! Ok but 'neath all this rage in me, I did feel abit worried for him. What if the poor bloke had been working many night shifts instead of gambling or drinking beer in the previous night. Hmm but still I felt SBS shoudl at least has the imminence to avoid overworking bus drivers right?! Just like how they have measures to prevent any one house officer from doing too many night shifts. Human errors!! Anyone knows when one is tired, one is bound to make more mistakes. Anyway, I went up to him and gave him a concerned pat on the shoulder and asked him if he was alright. Darnz, should have gave him a harder pat to shock him. Temporary catecholamine release works wonders I tell you, just like when you are drifting in and out of dreamland in the midst of a lecture and the lecturer suddenly pops your name. You just suddenly charge up heh. I am glad I went up to him. Firstly, he will then know people are watching him all the time and passengers know what is happening. Secondly, it served as a warning. I could see he was a bit guilty and embarassed. I didn't even say anything but "Uncle, are you ok?" and he shot to defense saying oh the steering wheel is hard to handle lah and the engine giving problems blah blah blah... I don't know why people insult me like that. what, I look like an idiot? Hmm I should have made him look like a fool too.. stick out my hand and ask him " Uncle, how many fingers do you see!!? Uh huh then now!?" Anyway, he drove a bit faster and straighter after I alighted. Watching the bus vanish in the distance, I just shook my head. So relieved O&G is over, well at least for now. Hope I don't get re. Hai but my death toll is rising. Lost a land hermit crab, my yellow tang, 1 chromis, 1 congo tetra. Famine is widespread in my tetra tank. An earthquake happened the night before my written paper... in my marine tank. The landscaping just collapsed. Not to mention not keeping in touch with so many friends during this posting. Really, I am beginning to realise how true it is that we will not have much time in the future and in this profession. Lots of things to do! Or rather cram in my pathetic-nevertheless-precious 1 week holiday. Ok first of all, need to settle tank issues noce and for all. The fancy stuff will have to wait, need to get things in order first. Change water. get livestock. Prevent ICH and ensure all of them are feeding well. Next thing up, touch up my guitar. As in like change the RUSTY strings..yes. And charge up my batteries make sure the zoom effects pedal is still working. KIV change sound card. KIV change to surround system in my room. KIV remote entertainment. KIV... ah! Heck the KIVS first. NExt, gotta go running! And shed them fats!! Though 1 week intensive ain't gonna be much help. Oh buy goggles! KIV pink goggles hee. Hey Stan I bet my pink goggles will turn more heads at the swimming pool than your silver ones. And just in case you were thinking they don't sell pink goggles...think again.
I happen to like the third one.. Hiak.
Then the rest of stuff like meeting up friends, watching movies and stuff. But looking forward to monday first! Wenke and me finally heading down to Coral farm!! Yay! And good ole Wenke has got xenias to give moi! Bless him! Really thankful for an expert to be around when you are starting a hobby.
9/10/05 Find out what kind of animal you are in bed You are a Koala!
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So taken aback by this. But no hard feelings la, he was quite a nice
fun OLD man. Then on same day went Sentosa for the Fac outing. Food
was great, but not enough. Almost got lost on my way out heh. Tues was
spent buying goggles going to KK to hand up cards and going to Settler's
cafe!
Wed went to swim.
Thurs did sth i forgot. Fri went to swim again with Mel n KS. Yay KS
lent me Guitar fan! Got wa jie inside. 
Doesn't she look cute?